A hate song

You disgust me
with pain and agony.
My heart bleeds,
My soul cries
yet you don't stop
miseries bestowed on my heart

Your love is pretentious,
Your hate is bitter truth,
that is feeding my heart
with poison of your world

You are vivacious,
Charm is your tool,
Your sudden arrival,
Your sudden departure ,
turns my world upside down,
traps me slowly and slowly

You are leech,
a parasite of my life
never leaving my side,
sucking the bright hope
out of my soul

You are sweet enemy,
A friend I thought in need,
Your infamous tricks
remove your masks of mask
yet your true identity non revealed

You are part of me ,
What a tragedy!
I detach you,
yet you seem
to arrive in form
of fury, negativity and arrogance