I wait at the porch
with my heart scorch
out of love long gone
But I still don’t know why I yearn
for his touch or at least a sight of him
Love was a drug that
turned a control freak
like me into pyromaniac
I was invisible amongst the crowd
but still happy in my own world
Everything changed within second
when I first saw him standing across
Sparks flew instantly
My heart was stolen
at one glance at him
My conscious stopped me,
from doing this indigenous mistake
But I followed my foolish heart
Love is blind,
We realise this too late
I knew we weren’t perfect piece
And I didn’t mind
When in love,
even crow looks like a dove
World was colourful
I felt beautiful
when I was with him
Everything was right and serene
I had begun to love blue and green
Nights were sleepless one
until I messaged him once
Our messages was more
like one way communication
Just like one sided love
I became obsessed of him
I couldn’t accept anyone except him
He was my prince in shining armour
He replaced my celestial crushes
and made me human again
Alas! This love was long gone
Or was it ever there
Or maybe I was disillusioned
Whatever it was, I was spelled
And then one day came
I fell from the top
All my false dreams came
crashing down
My heart was broken
Not by him,
but by the mirage created by me
He was gone like a wind
leaving me behind
with tears and grief
I lost everything
with foolish hopes still shining
