Love long gone

I wait at the porch

with my heart scorch

out of love long gone

But I still don’t know why I yearn

for his touch or at least a sight of him

Love was a drug that

turned a control freak

like me into pyromaniac

I was invisible amongst the crowd

but still happy in my own world

Everything changed within second

when I first saw him standing across

Sparks flew instantly

My heart was stolen

at one glance at him

My conscious stopped me,

from doing this indigenous mistake

But I followed my foolish heart

Love is blind,

We realise this too late

I knew we weren’t perfect piece

And I didn’t mind

When in love,

even crow looks like a dove

World was colourful

I felt beautiful

when I was with him

Everything was right and serene

I had begun to love blue and green

Nights were sleepless one

until I messaged him once

Our messages was more

like one way communication

Just like one sided love

I became obsessed of him

I couldn’t accept anyone except him

He was my prince in shining armour

He replaced my celestial crushes

and made me human again

Alas! This love was long gone

Or was it ever there

Or maybe I was disillusioned

Whatever it was, I was spelled

And then one day came

I fell from the top

All my false dreams came

crashing down

My heart was broken

Not by him,

but by the mirage created by me

He was gone like a wind

leaving me behind

with tears and grief

I lost everything

with foolish hopes still shining