Confinement

My heart confined

in the confines of feelings

of negative and evil,

burning the soul

of mine

Love is lost

not yet lost

as it breathes it's last

in the prison

of heartbreaks and disappointment

The sweet coated words

attract me towards

the dungeons of traps

of the big bad word

that will bring me down

Fresh wounds seem

like the old ones,

while it hurts exceedingly

though it doesn't hurt anymore.

My dreams are held

in four walls of social laws.

Frustration has reached the extreme

and the adrenaline lava wants to errupt

but the worries of failure

doesn't let it out

So I sit here

in floors of wrecked life,

a life that I chose myself

a destiny that was drawn 

since I was born

to win the acceptance

even when my heart doesn't