Confinement

My heart confined

in the confines of feelings

of negative and evil,

burning the soul

of mine

Love is lost

not yet lost

as it breathes it's last

in the prison

of heartbreaks and disappointment

The sweet coated words

attract me towards

the dungeons of traps

of the big bad word

that will bring me down

Fresh wounds seem

like the old ones,

while it hurts exceedingly

though it doesn't hurt anymore.

My dreams are held

in four walls of social laws.

Frustration has reached the extreme

and the adrenaline lava wants to errupt

but the worries of failure

doesn't let it out

So I sit here

in floors of wrecked life,

a life that I chose myself

a destiny that was drawn 

since I was born

to win the acceptance

even when my heart doesn't

Oh love of mine

Oh Love of mine

you fill my empty life

with sweet blossom love

and fulfill dreams 

of being someone's valentine

We stay apart

where distance between us

is inevitable thorns of rose

so red that defines the color

of the love that binds us

I dream of special night

filled with the calm rays

of moon white as pearls

necklace adorning my neck

while you sleep on my lap

singing love ballads.

Oh my sweet love,

my life is colourless

without your presence.

Love never seemed 

so true and believable

with you in my life

Nothing matters more,

not even the gold

and glittering diamond.

What matters to me

is your smile,

calm and peaceful soul.

Oh love of mine,

with your arrival 

in my invisible life,

I celebrate everyday

the day of love

Imperfect Love

He makes me cross
with long speeches
about the worldly things
that go above my head
but I watch patiently
at the way his eyes sparkle
when he speaks truth
that I have blinded eyes to

Love is red wine
which tastes better
as the year pass
while we learn
to adjust little here
and little there

He makes me smile
with his poor jokes
that don't make sense
but I laugh like
I found every word
hilariously funny

Love is precious gold
that becomes valuable
as the years pass
while we learn
to enjoy every little joy.

He makes me blush
when he sings
love ballads with affections
pouring out from heart,
making me fall in love
with him again

Love is special
that flows within
invisible network
connecting two hearts,
two souls together
and lone humans one

My Benji Boo

His eyes are hard
like the solid steel,
filled with love
for his master only.

His soul is pure
not mixed with allies
of manipulation and bitterness,
but only unabridged love

He barks loudly
at anyone standing
near his boundaries
set by his owner only






His fur is mixture
of black and golden,
soft and thick
to protect from bitting cold

He loves attention
and walks outside.
Being chained
makes him whine

He will be first love
of my life.
Staring at his
never ending sleeping positions,
listening to the sound
of his restless walks
around the veranda
set by his master only