Dear God

Dear God;
if prayers are hope
of something better;
then why do I see
myself waiting hopelessly
for you to unleash
sunshine and guidance?

Dear God;
if struggles is the way;
you test our patience;
then why do you not
treat us with the fruits
of those struggles?

Dear God;
if parents are cure
to our endless worries;
then who will look after us
when they are gone?

Dear God;
if you teach us to dream
then why do we see
our efforts crumble down
in the midst of our journey
to reach our goal?

Dear God;
if you are our shadow;
then why do we see you
only during the dawn
than during the dusk
when we need you the most?

Dear God;
if you love us too much;
then why do you test us endlessly
until the last drop of hope
has dried in this
world of despair and miseries
where we are trapped
with no doors open
to life of bliss